I.
I am teaching creative writing for the first time and my students' writing has been good, a little strange--they have taken to flarf, some to short-shorts. My friend, H, said: "you let them weird stuff and they will absorb it." He is teaching too and has had his student's reading confessionalists. Now all their work consists of confessions.
II.
I watched
Woman is the Future of Man about a month ago and there's an introduction by Martin Scorsese raving about new Korean film: how it shows him something new and exciting, shows him what cinema can be.
Call it where I live; call it the malaise of the lower-Midwest, where I have been trained, but I never hear old poets talk that way about new poets. That new poets are doing something new and exciting, showing them what poetry can be. They just seem to think new poets make no fucking sense. I think about this all the time, almost too much.
What I just wrote is sort-of bullshit: I've been taught by Robert Stewart and Lisa Lewis don't think that way; I just
feel it sometimes--almost all the time--and I hear it from people who don't seem to care about what poetry and art does because they can't figure it out. They suffer from some sort of bumpkinitis.
Why write, or read, or watch when you close yourself to anything that falls outside of your comfortable expectation? Just because you think you speak clear and know how to write a sentence; just because you live in a place where a "handshake" is all you need for a business transaction. Why think you know anything about art and can determine, easily, that other people who make art you don't understand aren't making art? There is no craft, there are no rules. Don't be around me and keep saying "what does that mean?" when a Past-Ronald Reagan gets a time machine and becomes a future Reagan and rides a robotic horse. Or when you hear a Ratatat song instead of an Alice in Chains song at the bar. There are no binaries, just middle-space. Stop fronting, admit you are wrong about everything, everybody. This includes
me. I know I'm wrong most of the time; I know I make terrible first decisions. Art isn't a used car. Especially poetry isn't a used car: you won't feel screwed over if you take it on its terms; the lemons don't look like lemons usually.
III.
Maybe I am hypersensitive.